I just cant forget about yesterday. Alot of ups and downs. Too much stuffs had been happening at school and i wonder why. Is yesterday a bad day for everyone?

After school, Ana cried. Then went back home with Eril, Tassha, Ana & Faidzal. Bought Oreo Chocolate for $1.70(my fav) . Went home by bus. Went to Tassha's house. Ace asked to call. So i did. We talk like we've known each other. But he asked me for it. And i think, i think really hard ; i just wanted to reject him. Eventhough i have feelings for him, i just reject him. And i dont know why. My mind says : be single . But my heart says : be attached. Im totally confused. I want to be alone and i wanna think really hard before i make my move. I've rejected him. & I asked, we will still be friends ? and he said " maybe, i dont know. tc. bye." My heart just shattered to pieces. I know i had hurt him. But i'm sorry ; i didnt meant to hurt you, Ace. I do love you, but i want to be single. Can we just be friends? He just say goodbye and take care.

And supposely, this date, 20 September, was supposed to be a great one if i didnt broke up with somebody. That special 5 month.