why is this happening ? why must it be me ? i know im the one who's always with him but still , you dont know who start it first ? its like you're putting the blame on me . why must i be the victim ? so all these while you've been keeping it shut but now you want to tell me everything that you've been keeping ? why now ? why not last time ? why must it be now , when he's very close to me , someone i could rely on , someone who i can share my secrets with , someone who can cheers me up when im down ; WHY ?

thanks for keeping this away from me for so long .

and now , here it is . the TRUTH .

thanks betrayer ! ):