how many times must i say sorry to you ? now you dont even wanna talk to me . you're not in the mood . i know la , its my fault . i really didnt meant to okays . i cant simply lose a friend like you . i always want you by my side . i dont want to ever leave you alone . i know im at fault and im sorry . i should have replied , yet i didnt . please dont make it such a big issue please . we cant solve this matter if this is how me solve it . i dont EVER want to LOSE YOU . NEVER EVER .

and to you ; sorry i didnt talk to you lately . i've been thinking . im really confused . you texted me saying , i did that cause i dont want to lose you . STILL , you've hurt my heart . its broken and its hard to find the pieces now .

yes , i have lots and lots of problem now . and its hard to forget every messages i read which has send by you . dont think i'm a plastic , a toy which you can LIE , throw , hide .

fuck i cant control everything in so little time !